One

Out here on the porch tonight, literally. Alone though, the same as I've been feeling for a while now. Wishing that attempts to play or have fun could have led somewhere other than nowhere. I truly had an eye opening experience when you told me that you wanted to have fun, and that I wasn't providing it. Now that I've changed though, it's too late. I want to laugh with you and play again, and so far I'm handling rejection after rejection as best I can, but I'm left wondering if things will change. I hope so. As I walked in the house I saw through the trees a full moon.  Being there on the porch, with the moon in the sky, took me back to some of my happiest moments in life, when it seemed like we saw the entire, vast universe through one set of eyes.  When our hearts and heads were connected. When you told me "I Like You."  Well, I know I like you, and as always, that's enough to give me purpose.